going to preview guardians tonight and i have no idea what to wear. this is my first preview in like two months.
fuck. okay so basically i have to take three courses and pay out of pocket for them in order to get my financial aid back. this is so fucking stupid i was having a mental breakdown how the hell is that not a good enough circumstance for a school to appeal financial aid suspension?
kinda wanna go shopping and blow a ton of money kinda sad that i cant find a killer new job to replace my current one
in my own skin;
But I am trying
to be. Damn it,
I am trying to be.
the highlight of my day was saying “i wish i knew how to fishtail braid, but every time ive tried ive failed” followed by almost perfectly fishtail braiding my hair
yep. fucked up my financial aid. well good thing i dont actually give a shit about college.
aaaaand to top it all off I may have completely fucked up my financial aid forever what the fuck.
I am not okay right now.
I feel like shit and it is taking every ounce of willpower not to call out sick from work